SO SICK OF GETTING NEGATIVES!!?

My husband and i have been ttc for a year now and have lost 3 pregnancys due to low progesterone and i obsess over getting on the computer and looking up people who got BFP's and i watch the show Birth Day. When is it gunna be my turn? how is it fair that married people that want a baby and can't wait to bring a life into the world have trouble but damn teenagers that don't care get pregnant right away! im sorry for the rant but i just got another negative today also my sister in law delivered her 5th baby today and i just can't stop thinking about it! Can you please tell me some personal ttc stories that will uplift me rightnow i feel like it's never gunna happen....:(